talking with jared about queerplatonic stuff just
holy crap i finally have a word for how i feel with people??
mostly i get like
idk
i get really attached to people, like i want to be SUCH CLOSE FRIENDS WITH THEM
i also get STUPIDLY JEALOUS when they date people but at the same time i don’t want to date them
but i think i often mistake it for romantic attraction when it really isn’t, i just want to be like
their best friend x 1000 forever and be just chill living in platonic awesomeness forever lol i guess it’s kind of dumb to expect someone to want to just be friends forevz instead of being like YEAH I HAVE MY BEST FRIEND BUT THEN I ALSO HAVE A ROMANTIC PARTNER
god i don’t get me sometimes
and none of the people i have had these sort of feelings for don’t either, apparently. LOL ffff
There should be some kind of non-dating site for this stuff.